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 At some point, the worst thought a cyclist could think came into my head, “I like climbing hills.” I sat with the thought for a moment. Most people live for the down. Me, I live for the up.

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We all know the best road riders have a significant capacity to hurt themselves. A desire, even. A productive one. As with Antarctic explorers, SAS trainees and Justin Bieber fans, there’s a yearning to push their bodies and minds as far as possible into horror. It’s this determination to suffer that brings them out the other side with stunning results. Apart from in the case of Beliebers, where all they get is a nagging sense that at the heart of things lives a clawing emptiness.
— https://www.bikeradar.com/features/does-roadie-masochism-go-deeper-than-you-thought/